October 2009
- fuckin’ tss<3
OHLITTLEBABYJESIKA. don’t be sad :/ I’mma come down and we’re gonna hangout tomorrow, okay? :)for ditching plans. again.
I’ve been having such a shitty fucking day and was looking forward to whenever you decided to push our plans back further. Then you cancelled our plans completely.
you always do this.
I wanted my day to start going good like i thought it would. But no, that wont happen.
September 2009
I never said it was your business?… but uhm. Were fine now, so it’s whatev.Shits funny.
“I only have one true friend.” Hahah. Maybe cause you never even cared about me what-so-ever and never gave me a reason to put all my effort into our little bullshit friendship.
I can’t understand how you’re happy right now. But go ahead and try and make yourself believe that.
You really need to take a step back and look at how fake and bitchy you are. Hahaha. Whatever dude.
uhhhh… explain? haha.
i have a feeling thats about beckyaz.
Ding ding ding, we have a winner! Jeremy why don’t you just start following me again already?
that aint my business. if you guys arnt friends thats all you guys.
Ding ding ding, we have a winner! Jeremy why don’t you just start following me again already?Shits funny.
“I only have one true friend.” Hahah. Maybe cause you never even cared about me what-so-ever and never gave me a reason to put all my effort into our little bullshit friendship.
I can’t understand how you’re happy right now. But go ahead and try and make yourself believe that.
You really need to take a step back and look at how fake and bitchy you are. Hahaha. Whatever dude.
uhhhh… explain? haha.
i have a feeling thats about beckyaz.
Shits funny. “I only have one true friend.” Hahah. Maybe cause you never even cared about me what-so-ever and never gave me a reason to put all my effort into our little bullshit friendship. I can’t understand how you’re happy right now. But go ahead and try and make yourself believe that. You really need to take a step back and look at how fake and bitchy you are. Hahaha. Whatever dude.
What’s up? life’s so good right now. I’m just living it up, and not letting any
shit attitudes flow through my veins. “Stay Posi” haha. Not that I even have anything to bitch about :)
I became super close with some of the most beautiful people in the entire world this weekend. Some of the fuckin’ sweetest, funniest, most badass, kids out there. :) mainly loralie, jaclyn, and tina. :) I feel some changes coming in. Just even more positive changes, so no worries :)
Super stoked on some things coming up. October 2nd, sick ass show. and kickin’ it with my new bestie jaclyn:). FALL BREAK. which consists of ADTR in tuscon, possibly Cali with mi madre and my bestfriend, moving, and the new AP tour. :)
Got my braces tightened about 3 hours ago, and they’re hurtin’ like a bitch. But it’s IGHT, cause life’s good and I just don’t give a shit dude, i’m happy :)
and afraid that everyone hates me and the second I turn away they talk shit. but after this weekend when i sit back and look at my text inbox, my comments, and my pictures, and i see all the “I love you“‘s from people who I spent this amazing weekend with, i feel so much better :)
hahahaha.
show, was bomb as shit.
I got to see everyone I love :) walking into the clubhouse and getting swarmed by hugs everywhere I turned was great :) not coming home til 1am was even better!
Leaving for Payson today, SO STOKED ON THIS WEEKEND.
:) life. is. good.
I’m pretty sure I’m gonna sell my play station 2. who wants to buy it for like 30 bucks?
Most likely gonna take my games down to this thrift place and see if I can get any money for them, if not they’ll go to whoever buys the playstation with no extra charge.
I’ll give you my guitar hero 3 and guitar for an extra ten bucks.
you down? re blog this.
I’m in a really pissed-off/shitty mood. I’ve been having really good days then my mom comes around and brings my mood straight down. It fucking sucks that the second I start hanging out with my mom I get into a super-shit mood. Is it horrible to say that I just want them to break up already so I can live with my dad and only my dad? I just fucking want to go out cause I’m tired and I don’t want to go to sleep and I want to go walk around on mill with my bestfriend cause I haven’t seen her in what seems like a fucking long time. But no. My mom and dad got into a big fight and now my mom “doesn’t feel like it.” FUCK THAT. I just straight up want to walk out of here, I don’t want to be around her. I want to tell her that I don’t like her anymore. But no, I’ll never fucking do that cause it’ll hurt her to much. She offered to drop me off in tempe, but no, I won’t do that, I won’t just leave on the day were suppossed to hangout. But whenever she’s here I have shitty days, I get pissy, I’m super bored, I’m super annoyed, I’m super bitchy, she makes me late for school, she fucks up everything. WHAT THE FUCK IT HAPPENING. We found the perfect house. The perfect house for me, my dad, and my sister. And that’s all. I just want to move, NOW. Fuck this, fuck my mom, fuck my life.
“What’s your name, do I know you?” “Uhm, tiffani.” “Oh tiffaniaz? Yeah I used to be friends with jeremy.” …..awkward.
everyone’s all BLINK 182 OMG. Well while you’re all out at Blink I’mma be hanging out with two of the most amazing people ever! Patch and Lisa :) So suck it. <3 Todays going to be amazing!
- Bronne (The Real World)
Think of that next time you think that being
an asshole will make me stop loving you.
November 18, 2009.
@Marquee Theatre - Dashboard Confessional, NEW FOUND GLORY, Meg & Dia, and Nevershoutnever.
@The Clubhouse - THE SUMMER SET and CARTEL.
Whatever, I’m going to think up a sceme. I’m going to buy tickets for both, go to marquee to just see New Found Glory then mob back to The Summer Set show. Not seeing TSS play won’t be that big of a deal, as long as I hangout with them and see Cartel..
:’(
I miss your smell, i miss being in your arms, i miss kissing you, i miss the way you rubbed my back, i miss the way you were always waiting for me outside of class. it just sucks that I don’t miss YOU.
There’s SO MUCH I want to say. And it kills me a little bit more inside everyday that I have to hold it in.
Who’s there? Me, I kill you.
i missed it :( and one tree hill!
I recorded One Tree Hill, but that probably won’t help you much seeing as that I’m in Gilbert. Haha. HOUSE WAS ON TOO!? Why did I not know this. Samantha, I feel like we are going to be getting along very well with this mutual thirst for One Tree Hill, Gossip Girl, and House. You by any chance watch Bones or Ghost Whisperer? :D
hahaha i think i might just have to run down to your house right now! YEAH! house was a two hour premiere, and i missed it because of gossip girl! i have a feeling we’re gonna get along very well :) and i’ve tried getting into bones. oh, do you watch fringe?!
haha, if you showed up at my door in like an hour i probably wouldn’t be surprised at all, and I’d probably be quite happy. My friends at school we’re giving me shit cause of how excited I was for tonight. And making me fun of me, cause one of my guy friends came over on a monday night last school year and I made him watch them all with me, today at school he’s all “NEVER GO TO HER HOUSE ON A MONDAY NIGHT” haha. Damn, I need to go check that. Cause house should have recorded itself, since it’s been set since last year. And no I haven’t watched fringe, but my parents do. I’ve been into Bones since the first episode though. Haha, just because of my love for David Boreanez.
hahah omg, good. because id be quite happy myself. omg, today, i was so excited! if i knew you loved gossip girl just as me, i would of invited you to my gossip girl party! haha i had a bunch of friends over, and we watched it :) ah, mine should of recorded too! but it didnt :( so that makes me really upset. omg, i adore fringe. hah ima have to start watching bones, it looks good. and that man if very sexy, lol.
I saw your twitter about your party and I was like, awww that’d be fun. But like I said before, I’m stuck out here in gilbert :( yeah i just checked and mine didn’t recorded either! what the hell. I googled ways to watch it and I guess we just have to wait til next week to watch it online:( cause I guess they post it on the fox website 8 days after it comes on tv? sucks though. now that’s all I’mma think about. I tried getting into fringe, I think i just watch way too many shows and now it’s hard for me to get hooked onto others. YEAH, he is sexy:D haha. by any chance did you watch Brothers And Sisters?
omg, you totally should of replied to my twitter :) that would of been so fun! ah, no! i cant wait another 8 days to watch it! thats like torture, lol. OMG YES! i fucking loved that show, i watched it with my mom all the time. hah omg, you’re like my new bestfriend. hahah
hahah, if I could drive I probably would have. :) we totally are new BFF’s now. I’ve NEVER met someone who was as crazy about all these shows every week as I am :) this is awesome :) LAST QUESTION, glee? it’s new :)
hah if i could drive, id probably come get youu. but i fail. hahah omg, i am like the definition of crazy when it comes to these shows. and fuck yes, glee<333 its amazing. like, i’m in love with it.
alright sam, it’s official. we might just have to get married :D
You’ll always be the only thing I’ll ever want.
I just woke up from a dream about Pat. It was weird cause he was totally on my nuts and he said to me “You should be 21 so we can have some real fun.” I miss loving him. I miss calling him my husband. It sucks that they don’t care about their fans anymore.
(via iblamebriandales)
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we’ll be back together, i swear.
I actually miss school.
Totally in love. Thanks heather.
I’m getting a headache trying to hold back the tears. Thinking of the way my tiny hand fit into your massive hand, with the sound of “Down” - blink 182 as the only thing I remember hearing. And thinking of texting my bestfriend saying how I was afraid to hold your hand cause you were sick and being an asshole, and the way I made such an effort to turn the phone away so you couldn’t read what I was saying, not like you’d be able to anyway seeing as that you were focused on driving. Also the thought of how you actually smiled when I held your hand back then kills me cause know things are completely different. Hmph, that was a wonderful day.