September 2009
FML.
I want new music so bad!
Heather make me a playlist!
August 2009
I hate that
Jesika’s home and I only saw her for 3 awkward hours. I miss you.
Could I ask for a better boyfriend?
“I’m sorry you have to deal with all this shit babe, you don’t deserve any of it and I wish I could do something to make all of your pain wash away. I just want you to know that if you need anything at all i’m here for you. I would gladly go out and beyond of my way just to make you happy and see you smile. I love you more than ever.”
Life is such an absolute mess, I REALLY REALLY...
I can’t breath.
the only reason i know how to spell beautiful is...
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I'm getting really pissed cause you won't hangout...
8/28/09
The Maine or Free At Last?
I want my mac to be fixed so I can post more...
God, What a weekend.
Friday night, Free At Last show = amazing. and becky spent the night.
Saturday, Mobbed to tukee. Saw Jesika for the first time in a year! and managed to see mitch too? I was pretty excited about that. Then ended up walking down to Booster Juice and visited Sam, fun as hell as usual. Then kick back at kylee’s house. So much drama. But so fun. Beer Pong all night, then chilling with our new...
I LIKE CHOCOLATE MILK
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things are so complicated right now.
and by not thinking about it, i’m just making things worse. i still keep getting those stomach pains :/ when I fall asleep in class, i have nightmares. and i start to shake. i’ve been sooo out of it. i can’t think straight at all.
being with brian really helps, but then I get all pissy and we argue. :| he really does make my world go round, we’re each others everythings.
...
I like how you always ignore me whenever your...
littlejesika:
It shows how much our friendship really means to you.
i really hope this isn’t towards me. :|
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Really hope you’re legit and your not just pulling my strings. Both of you. I adore you two and enjoy having you as friends, please just be straight up. :/
Oh and wtf is up with you not treating me like a friend at all?..what did I do?
Four year strong and set your goals killed tonight.
Everything in life right now is all over the place.
I might have sprained my ankle, Goodnight.
You make me feel confortable in my own skin.
Plans.
I plan on guilting my mom into allowing me to pierce my lip. Boyfriends getting his done on his 18th birthday in exactly 3 weeks, and it’s going to make me so jealous!
I plan on getting a job. To help me pay for shows, shopping, and the following things I plan on owning.
I plan on getting a desktop mac, of my own. $1,500.00 but I would be more than happy to chip in half if my dad will help...
Brian Dillon McMullen.
You don’t even understand how good it feels to have someone who actually genuinly likes me, for me. and who actually really cares about me and wants to be with me. having him waiting for me after every class just so we can sneak in a quick hug and kiss, lights up my days. Cuddling with him after school is honestly what I look forward to from the second I wake up. The way he plays with my...
I'm thinking,
I know why we haven’t talked in a few days.. but I’m going to try and ignore it.
So i’m sorta of kind of taken by Brian now. It’s pretty cool. Kid makes me smile. So it’s whatever. We’re not going to date i’m scared.
Only thing that sucks is that I compare every detail of him to you.
Yes,
we’re on the same page, i’m looking forward to this relationship<3
hey
quinndeezy:
fuck you horoscope.
hahah it says i need to wind down with a gemini on sunday, uhyana is a gemini!
IM A GEMINI!@$)(*)%#$$$%##%$
The only good thing I get out of this,
is my parents will now do ANYTHING for me.
My mom took me school shopping yesterday, I only had 80 dollars left of my “school clothes budget” and she just didn’t care, I got whatever I wanted. And she took me to get my nails done, and when they messed up she took me to a complete different nail salon to have them fix it.
my dad spent like a half hour trying to fix the netflix...
It's so annoying.
That my parents and my sister are all up my ass and worried about me just because i don’t want to talk about it.
My dad told me that when I started crying on the phone it made him feel even worse, he made it seem like he didn’t expect me to freak out about this. Of course I’m going to freak out. What the fuck?
And now I guess my mom might leave for a while.. FUCK THAT. She...
Worst Last Day Of Summer, Ever.
Regardless yesterday, the summer set show, was nothing but amazing. Mostly ‘cause of my FH girls<3 And all the other beautiful people there. I’m so bruised up from jumping around in the “pit” and totally dominating, you should see how cut up my chest is. After the show when we came back out to FH I got into a big drunken crying my eyes out fight with my bestfriend.
...
You can go and bitch and say I’m getting on your nerves, but you know what, you want the honest fucking truth? i used to be the shitty bestfriend, and now that’s your role.
You tear me the fuck down everytime we hangout, everytime I sing you make some remark, i love singing. you make fun of all my music. you say shit to me to hurt me on purpose because you want everything to be...
'09 Shows
November 5 - All Time Low, Hey Monday, We The Kings, The Friday Night Boys. (Marquee)
November 8 - Free At Last, Approaching Skylight, The Recession, The Author, etc. (Flagstaff) November 18 - Cartel, This Providence, The Summer Set. (Clubhouse)
November 18(also) - Dashboard Confessional, Meg&Dia, NEW FOUND GLORY, Nevershoutnever. (Marquee)
November 20 - Say Anything. (Marquee)
why are all of us becoming lesbians?
because girls are hot. hahahahhaha
Oh man, today.
was such a weird, confusing day.
hungout with brian dillon basically all day, I guess you can say we have a thing now. but i don’t know how much i’m diggin’ him. it kind of annoyed me being with a boy at a show, and i think i’m sooo much happier without a boyfriend or boy-like-thing. plus he smokes, which drove me crazy. :| oh well, i’mma see where things take us...
Awwwwww.
We finally talked about us, so now I know that those unspoken for mutual feelings I always thought we had we’re true. We’re both on the same page, we don’t want commitment, we just want to be single and be able to have fun. But everytime we talk we have feelings for each other again, and we’ll both always care about each other no matter if it seems like we do or not.
He...
7854.) I'm trying so hard to get you back, do you...
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I don’t think I could have said it better myself.
Totally have had this stuck in my head for about...
And ohh my god, when you move that way your gonn’a get every boy you meet in this entire town and ohh my god, when you move that way your gonn’a get everyboy you meet including me.
Happy Birthday John O’Callaghan.
7846.) You broke my heart but i still love you.
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I want a boy...
who listens too all different types of music, a boy who prefers hardcore but has a soft spot for acoustic, and who doesn’t nessecarily listen to the maine, but someone who doesn’t give me shit for loving them so much. A boy who 1,000% supports my OCD, and thinks its cute. A boy who is sweet to an extent, but isn’t all mushy and “baby baby baby” all the time. A boy...
T+J=?
Is it weird that I get jealous? I’m not quite sure why. Maybe I like you.. maybe I’m just confused. It’s a weird feeling, an extrememly weird feeling. Maybe it’s just the usuall jealousy cause everyone else is finding someone, yet I’m still stuck here, screwed. I don’t know how I’d ever tell you that I’m jealous, I don’t know if it’d be...
Totally stoked on road trippin' to tuscon for...
even if it is with the physco bitch in the picture below this. VVVV
You're starting to be a huge bitch, and it really...
Tonight's been a good night.
I’m not trying to broadcast that I drink, but I did, then I got all dolled up, went on stickam/ichat, and then ate all of the marshmallows out of the lucky charms.
First full, real song I’m learning on my...
I'm mistaking friends for lovers today.
tumblr > everything else in the whole world
nessamarie3:
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