Something I call personallity.

My bestfriend who I haven’t seen in 2 months came home today from WI, and my other bestfriend who I haven’t seen in nearly a year is going to be here in 2 and 1/2 weeks from FL. So stoked on this<3

It’s fucking conversations like these that make me wish nothing ever came between us that you didn’t come between us. Thinking of all our good memories. I love her, I love her, I love her, I love her, I love her. SHE’S MY BESTFRIEND. I fucking love her. I don’t want to lose her. Shit.

<3
I had a dream last night we, drove out to see Las Vegas.
We lost ourselves in the bright lights, I wish you could have seen us.

Begging for change to get home, or at least San Francisco.
Let’s put a ten on the high card, and spend a summer on the west coast.

marry me?

jonnygetstoked:

She’s on my mind att all times. I don’t think she even knows I like her or even exist, but that’s ok. I think one day she will:) But until that day comes, I’ll crush from a distance.

Maybe one day I’l have the nerve to tell her, but life goes on Until Then.

You’re tumblrs are so cute! Who’s the girl :) hahaha. By the way it was cool meeting you last night! So i’m not just this random girl following you on tumblr :)

stephenjames:

I need some new country, any suggestions?

Billy Gilman. He’s totally old news, but still good<3 love that boy.

I have never tried so hard to get a ticket to a show ever in my entire life.

Swinging by The Venue Of Scottsdale to get my ticket @ 3:30. ABR<3

AND, my mom just bought my summer set and set your goals tickets<3

:)

You are ready for an easygoing day now that the Moon is in your 5th House of Fun and Games. Unfortunately, there’s so much going on in your life, you may not have enough time available to explore ways to enjoy yourself. But don’t take your annoyance out on others. Even if it seems as if someone is standing between you and your desires, it’s not about anyone else. Changing your attitude today is the only way to overcome the resistance you feel.

I love how like once each week my sister brings me home another book that I wanted. I love watching my book colection grow more and more. Now I just need to get back into that mode where I can actually sit down and read. I’ve been getting really bad migraines again, every single day. Not to mention I can’t decided which book I want to start reading, and I can’t get through Crank cause it’s boring me.

I get mad.
I cry.
I get hurt.
You text me.
We argue.
We make up.
Everythings fine.

Don’t text him. don’t start this fight. let go of it. forget about it.

like really fucking awesome. and that hurt, like really fucking bad.

I can handle you thinking i’m annoying.
but you called me ugly, and that destroyed me.

not too happy with the outcome, but I guess i’ll have to make the best of it. but that’s a little hard when I woke up with a tummy ache. :/ wah.

everything turned out amazing, I had my 9 closest and most favorite friends over and we had a freaking blast<3

“And everyones afraid to be who they are, in this scene, and nothing’s the same”

I couldn’t have said it better myself, WAIL. I mean, All Ashore. I mean what? fail.

I wasn’t happy with the way today turned out.

I keep forgetting you have a girlfriend.

I really want a fucking tattoo.

& I’m way to into the real world.

I really feel like I’ve finally found myself, like I’m finally happy, and like I finally have legitimate friends.

I’ve realized I don’t want a boyfriend, period. It’s not appealing to me anymore. Last time I dated someone was when I was with Jerran in October. He might be some of the reason I feel this way, but I honestly don’t think so. I’m just living my life, one adventure at a time.

And when it comes down to him, I feel so different towards him. Yeah, I get jealous. But I’m so so so so getting over him. Yeah I still talk about him a lot, OH TRUST ME, that will take some time to get passed. But we’re becoming bestfriends<3 and I’m so excited to see how we turn out. I wanna be able to call him and be like “OH MY GOD BESTFRIEND GUESS WHAT HAPPEN BLAH BLAH” you know? best-fucking-friends.

I feel like I’ve found myself in so many ways. I like being hyper, I like being free, I like playing instruments, I like sleeping all day, I like having huge gatherings of friends to come over and swim, and most of all I love going to shows and just having a fucking blast. And that’s what’s triggered me realized everything. The passed two shows I’ve gone to I’ve just ran around and had a blast, and I realize I love it.

I’m not trying to change myself to fit in any longer, I know what I like, and how I feel about things, and I’m sticking to it. DON’T JUDGE ME. I’m over it. I’m myself. And I’m waiting to find someone who loves me just for that. For who I am, for what I like. Not for any other bullshit, or sex, or anything. And in the words of Jesika “maybe this is a good thing, maybe you can now find someone who loves you just as much as you love him.” <3

I’m totally finally happy. Completely, utterly, no strings attached, happy. And it’s all because of ME. For once. There’s no one making me happy, it’s all me. It’s genuine.

Bitch, I love my life.<3

I don’t want to fucking meet your girlfriend. i don’t wanna have to play nice. I don’t want to have act like it doesn’t kill me. I don’t want to have act like when you kiss her in front of me it doesn’t make my insides turn.

I’m going to want to beat the living shit out of her, you better hope i’m in a good fucking mood tomorrow.

1 hour later - now after the conversation we just had, i’m gong to try. i’m going to make friends with her. i’m going to play it cool. i want me and you to be bestfriends again, i’d be so happy if things we’re that way.

hahahah, except this one was only like 10 seconds long.

it was me and pat walking passed the line waiting for one of there instores, and there was this teenage boy sitting down and pat was like “hey dude, you alright?” cause the kid was like freaking out and I like pushed pat and I was like “You do realize they’re freaking out cause your walking passed ITS ALL YOUR FAULT” and we we’re like joking with each other.

Then he did this handshake with garret that he does everyday, i guess. and apparently in my dream i was finally cool enough to do it to, so garret tought it to me. then my dad woke me up.

I’ve decided I want to soon have a huge movie collection.

I currently own like, 5 movies. Which are 4 of my favorites +1. Hah..

- Transformers
- Disturbia
- Eagle Eye
- Horton Hears Who

and Juno.

I’m so picky when it comes to movies. And I won’t buy it unless I can really sit down and watch it over and over and over without getting sick of it.

I want someone to hand me 1,000 dollars and be like “here, go buy movies!”

:)

Bitch, you’ve pissed off. I’m so mad I want to cry.

Talking shit about The Maine usually doesn’t get to me, but this bitch did. AND, she definately talked shit about Brian Dales. FUCK NO. You don’t fuck with my “friends”. &talking shit about Arizona?… you’re gonna die.

Whoever you are, you really don’t know anything. And all of your posts are random bullshit. And all you’re doing is tearing down some of the greatest bands out there. Have some respect. Music is these people’s lives, just because you don’t like them doesn’t mean you need to voice you’re opinion in such a rude manor.

You don’t fucking know what you’re talking about.

You better hope you never meet me or jesika, cause we’re both ready to kill.

NOTHING FUCKING PERSONAL.