HAPPY BIRTHDAY
CAITLIN I LOVE YOU MORE THAN THE WORLD ITSELF.
HOPE YOUR 17TH IS AMAZING<3
!!!!!
January 2009
Well haiii,
Ahhh, I love my school.
I love the people @ my school, I love how loved I feel, I love how there’s no drama, I love how I hear about a bunch of guys that think i’m cute, and I def love how much I’m diggin’ Geoff. I’m going to tell him tomorrow in class, or tonight if he emails me back :) but enough ranting about my school, I did that yesterday.
BESTFRIEND TURNS 17 IN TWO HOURS.
;D<33333!!!
Todays been gooooood. Me and my mommy just built my TV stand, and I’m in a good mood. My mom is the shit d00d, like you don’t even know.
I don’t even know what I’m talking about(:
I downloaded a SHITLOAD of music today. Like 1,500 songs or something.
:) whoop. but becky has my ipod. so I’m using my mama’s. :/ WHATEVA!
ndq8whb2quibfsafmas9f032nkwfnas.
I wanna go to school early in the morning, goodnight<3
It really bothers me,
that sonic puts such tiny little ice cubes in the cups. hahaha.
so hey, things are better :)
I really like it @skewl, and there’s kid in my math class i think i like, he sits behind me and he like, gives me massages and tickles me all through class. he’s not the cutest but he’s not ugly, i’m pretty much diggin’ him. & I’m not gonna lie, he’s my main persuasion to go to school everyday i’m always all “i can’t wait for math class!”
i had an interesting weekend, and i just realized i never blogged about it.
friday me and becky went to the mall, it was whatever.
saturday we went to santan and hungout with like everyone, she ended up going to the show that i couldn’t go to cause of the other becky, haha, and i chilled at santan all night with bryce it was so boring. i got in a really bad mood because everyone’s always like “god your bestfriends so cute” and so i get ignored by all the guys. ahahaa. lame, right? but anywho. afterwards, like @ 10, i went to kyle’s house with him, his gf, and their friend. we played beer bong(i didn’t drink) then since i was in such a bad mood i did end up going back on my 09 shit and i got baked, but fuck it, i don’t give a fuck anymore.
so anyways, sunday. my mommy got me new perfume and disturbia :)
i’m feeling very talkative. :)!
so on a better note. bryce told becky there’s a lot of guys at my school that think i’m cute, awesome, eh? i just wanna know you they are!! hahaha.
we went to the shanghi circus at school today, sickest shit ever.
me and becky are totally 100& agreeing on music right now.
current top fave bands:
THE MAINE, like always.
3OH!3
&A Day To Remember
and i’m diggin’ You, Me, And Everyone We Know.
Random, but i wanted to share. :D
I want a steelers jersey, they’re going to kick the cardinals asses in the super bowl. idgaf if i live in arizona, steelers are my team. my parents are having a party for the super bowl and it’s going to be sick.
oh and, The Maine’s contest ends today, most likely I lost. hahahhaha.
i guess that’s all i wanted to say, this is a long post :) oh man.
It's been a few days,
At this point, I don’t really have anything to say. I haven’t been going to school much, and i’m afraid i’ll end up dropping out, and i def don’t want to do that. my life fell apart last night, how awesome? I think a big part of my life might be coming to an end.
Radical Ryan is one of my favorite people ever, though. He sat with me on the phone for 4 hours last night, and listened to me cry. :(<3
ON A BETTER NOTE, I am now one size smaller in jeans :) dance made my legs all muscly. Then once i lose actual weight, I’ll be even smaller. :)
I entered The Maine’s contest. I really really hope I win, but heck, i probably won’t.
hahahahhaa. so much for staying posi.
Being in love sucks, don’t ya think?
But i guess he was right, I don’t want anything to do with you.
At least not this you, because even your bestfriend agrees with me, you’ve changed.
13 days til Brooke is ungrounded.
My day started off beyond boring. Then I went to the mall and got to hangout with my ex, Jerran. I had so much fun, I love being around him. There’s no doubt about it, my feelings are still there. Hmph, anyone who has a problem with that can suck my dick. I have a feeling we might end up getting back together, but I can never be too sure of anything anymore so we’ll see.
And Bee Tee Double You, Justin is my favorite person in the entire world. I’ll be in tuscon at the Forever The Sickest Kids/We The Kings/Nevershoutnever show on April 5th.
<3
Its been almost two years, dear.
I just got to hangout with my friend for the first time in almost two years. We never really do much when were together, but we always have fun. I love her, i wish i could hangout with her like that all the time. OH AND, i’m really frustrated cause ever time i’ve been back down in ahwatukee, i try and see my friend sam, and things don’t work out. i miss him :(
But anywho, i woke up really early, and i had a long weekend; i’m extrememly tired.
No school tomorrow, and no plans either. I would really like to go shopping.
I’ll keep taking life in, one day at a time, it seems best.
<3
These Are The Days Of Our Lives
Oh man, have I had a good weekend.
I was going to post this last night, but we got in late and i was so super tired. So I went to a show @ The Clubhouse, With my two bestfriends Caitlin and Becky. I saw A Rocket To The Moon for my 4th time :) Brighten for my 5th time:) The Summer Set for like 4th time :) And Hello Hollywood. Indie shows have such a happier vibe then hardcore shows, and everyone’s so damn friendly. I loved how all the band members were just chillin’ out and talking to everyone. I had a nice little conversation with Nick Santino (A Rocket To The Moon). Then the most amazing part was 4/5’s of The Maine were there just hanging out :DDDD! Best band on the planet, and if you even begin to disagree with me, I promise it won’t end well. :) And just for the record, I am in love with Pat Kirch (drummer), and I got to see him for like the millionth time ;D! kissed him on the cheek<3 and i got to hangout with this cute boy brandon<333 And well, i was in an all around good mood all night, dancing to all the songs, and socializing with the gorgeous band members. :)))<333
Then of course, Caitlin spent the night. And after beating the shit out of her to get her up, our day as been nothing but amazing. We’ve been bestfriends since the day I moved to arizona in 1998, and we had another bestfriend named nathan. His parents and mine are super close. And nathans parents have a baby girl named Ava, who is my favorite person in the whole world, so anywho, we went to go see her<333 and it was amazingg<3 Then we got all dressed up, with out dresses and high heels and we went out to dinner with our friend justin. It was so much fun :)
We’ve had an all around good weekend so far, wouldn’t ya say?
:)
“Everything looked fine from here, everything looked more than clear, but now you’re gone, and I’m still here…”
—
Every single quote I post will most likely be from The Maine.
Anywho, i just wanted to put this out here, i lost the most important person in the entire world. and internally i’m a mess. but i still put a smile on my face. if for any reason at anytime i’m depressed, you’ll know why, so don’t ask.
'09 Shows
May 22 - The Summer Set
May 25 - PlayRadioPlay!
June 3 - Kate Voegele
June 5 - The Ready Set
June 14 - This Century
June 30 - Warped Tour!
